Urgent Help Needed!!

Looking for a new challenge? Would you like to join a growing family business? Do you want to work from your home? Are you a team player? A great opportunity awaits you. Looking for person(s) with caring, dedicated hearts. Limited short term positions available, both Full/Part time. Commitment needed now until June 23, 2008. This job offers flexible shifts, although weekend work is required. No time-clock. Hours on the honour system, however the CEO of the Company will be watching. Benefits paid daily in blessings from above, while still storing future treasures where moth and rust won't corrupt. A personal relationship with the Manager a must. Communication skills required. No age restriction. Positions for professional and novice. Understanding of fear an asset, but not mandatory. Residents outside of Canada welcome to apply.
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All fun aside, I'm going to be completely honest here: Friends, I need help. I'm not sleeping or eating and the gnawing ache in the pit of my stomach is unrelentless. Since registering for the "She Speaks" conference,(see post below), the fear that almost won and would have kept me from attending, has attacked with vengence. It's affecting my ability to do the smallest of tasks because of the overshadowing, looming, all-consuming panic of getting on a plane, travelling to North Carolina and all the unknowns associated with this trip. Instead of living in the delight of knowing I took a step of faith and followed God's call, like Peter, whose spontaneity had him walking on water for moments then struggling in uncharted seas the next, incoming waves are threatening to drown the joy of my obedience. Doubts are rendering me immobile. Thoughts of June are distracting me and I'm missing precious moments of being obedient today...right now...

After reading Charlene's devotional yesterday, "Stretcher Carrier for Christ" from Proverbs 31, hope awoke in my heart. She described so beautifully what I need. For those of you who didn't read her words of encouragement, she wrote about the strength of prayer warriors. Friends who come alongside and lift you to the Lord during a time of need.

I can't do this on my own. I need a team of "Stretcher Carrier's". Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually my body, heart and soul can't continue as it has over the past couple of days. I'll be a total wreck by June. I know many of you reading this can't commit to daily praying for me beginning today until June 23rd, but I believe God will place it on the heart of some and raise up a few who will bear this weight and carry me through the weeks and months ahead. Maybe you have never visited my blog before, but His Spirit led you here for some reason today. Don't feel bad if you can't respond affirmatively - God will call who I need - I just ask that you will listen and respond to His voice.

Placing my life in God's hands and surrendering it all.

2 Corinthians 1:11 "as you help (me) by your prayers. Then many will give thanks on (my) behalf for the gracious favor granted (me) in answer to the prayers of many."
1 Chronicles 5:20 "because they cried out to him during the battle. He answered their prayers, because they trusted in him."
James 5:16 "The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."
Philemon 1:22 "I hope to be restored to you in answer to your prayers."